The sun persists in rising, so I make myself stand-
Suzanne Collins Hunger Games Trilogy
I watched Catching Fire over Christmas break. My favorite part of the films is Katniss Everdeen, her face. She stands tall and does what she needs to do, even when it is the very last thing she longs to do. Even in her imperfection, she becomes a beacon of hope.
Primrose Everdeen: Since the last games, something is different. I can see it.
Katniss Everdeen: What can you see?
Primrose Everdeen: Hope.
I had a wonderful Christmas break, but my heart missed About Proximity.
The break proved a needful rest for my mind. I learned a lesson that I have not been very great at taking seriously. We are often too hard on ourselves.
The expectations that we map out for ourselves can be very unkind and quite impossible.
I did that to myself. I often do that to myself. Then, I find myself laying in a puddle of dashed dreams, disappointment in all I am not, and exhaustion.
This new year, I am releasing impossible expectations.
I am not a woman who can do it all.
But, I am a woman who can do something, even small. I can be an imperfect Mom, wife, daughter, friend, paraprofessional, writer, woman of God, servant. These things I do will not always be perfection, but they will be good and enough.
That promise offers my heart great hope.
Something is different this time…
I am trusting God that my imperfection will be enough. I am praying God will honor my desire to do my best, love completely, and ask for help.
I want to offer hope. I want to offer hope with you this new year.
May About Proximity offer you encouragement as you seek to place yourself in the proximity of renewal. I was going to type all the things I have planned for 2014, but then I decided not to. I am laying this year in God’s hands. Those expectations I press on myself, I am laying them down.
I am so very, very thankful for you.
Proximity would not be the same without you. Thank you.
Tell me about your Christmas season. What are you looking forward to in this new year? What unrealistic expectation will you be laying down?